"Gods, no!" Beau hunched forward more, almost curling into herself. "It makes me feel fucking disgusting. In the moment, when it happened it felt good but then when we were done and I, like, dropped her on the ground like a discarded piece of fucking trash... It took a couple seconds, but I freaked out, cause it was wrong, and I ran the fuck away." Literally jumped off the aerial bridges between the lofty buildings and jumped branch to branch straight to the ground. She hadn't talked to Gaila since and quickly disappeared the moment she even glimpsed the green-skinned woman in the castle. Some might call her a coward for that, but Beau tended to run away from things she either couldn't or wouldn't handle. This was chief on her list in the Feywild.
"Like... I'm a violent person. I know that. I like fighting. I like hurting people I don't like... but not like that. All she did was scratch me hard enough to draw blood." Beau gestured to her shoulder where the claw marks were almost healed. Had she bothered to take care of the scratch properly after it happened, she wouldn't even bear the faintest mark at this point. "I've been scratched badly during sex before. I've even been slapped around a bit and I've been fine. Nothing like what I did has happened before."
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Date: 2018-12-04 08:21 pm (UTC)"Like... I'm a violent person. I know that. I like fighting. I like hurting people I don't like... but not like that. All she did was scratch me hard enough to draw blood." Beau gestured to her shoulder where the claw marks were almost healed. Had she bothered to take care of the scratch properly after it happened, she wouldn't even bear the faintest mark at this point. "I've been scratched badly during sex before. I've even been slapped around a bit and I've been fine. Nothing like what I did has happened before."